like a mockingbird

it has been sooo rainy and dark these past couple days and for some reason, i find myself enjoying it. not exactly the dark mornings persay, but throughout the day there's a sense of cleanliness and relaxation. maybe i'm crazy....but i really have been enjoying this rochester rainy days! or maybe it's just the hopes that it will turn in to snow soon. (which we might be getting a flurry of in a few weeks:) either way, i'm enjoying this fall season and am thankful for what it has brought us so far. it is going to be a cold winter though, and depending on if i'm in NYC or not it may be a hard one (for numerous reasons all related and unsaid). why are there so many decisions....decisions, decisions....i guess it's the beautiful things in life you just have to live for when you simply don't know. it's like a book that's never ending. my life could be a book. yea...i would have to say it's pretty exciting. i wonder what it would be called?

ps:i miss ian and he needs
to come back from
freakn spain
like
now.. . .